haha yes, you spelled it right :D We’re definitely watching, we had a countdown til the new season started. Not enough air time for Glen in my opinion so far this season, but Carl’s really growing on me. Have you been watching this season so far?
<3 thank you, that really means a lot. I have both kitties in my lap, they can tell I’m upset but trying to cheer up a little
13: one person from tumblr i’d throw off a cliff, one i’d marry and one i’d fuck.
haha oh dear. Hmm, I’d throw the stupid people who try to start drama with my sister on posts from over a year ago off a cliff. I’d marry… no one cuz John doesn’t have a tumblr. And same for the last. I’m super lame but also super loyal haha.
22: 5 things i want to change
oh man
1. I need to change my attitude about school this semester. I hate my classes and have just had the worst mood any time I think about it.
2. John’s schedule. I hate that the only days he has off are in the middle of the week when we both have school. I just want a day where we can spend all afternoon together, watch the sunset as we drive, enjoy the dinner I make us and then be able to sleep in late the next day. Go out for a lazy breakfast. I miss having freetime to just enjoy with him
3. my car. The one that I bought to replace my car that got totaled in the bad car accident (when I was hit by an enormous Mack construction truck) is a pile… I really don’t like it and the trunk is broken so we just have it strapped down with bungee cords
4. my eating habits. Good lord do i need to change them. I did well for so long eating well, but ever since my mom retired I’ve been just eating horribly cuz she’s always around and buys junk food
5. my nails. I have candy corns on them now, but I also have some spookier halloween nails planned out
hmm, leavin the choice to me
Dear Mother,
I am so so grateful that now that you are retired I finally have the chance to get to know you. Every minute that I now have to learn about you and your life and who you are is so appreciated, and while there’s a lifetime to catch up on I am so glad I can do this now. While I know there are people in this family who can’t forgive you for our childhood and life growing up , but I hope my actions show that you mean a lot to me
I feel like it’s necessary to add, since most I assume don’t know my family story, that I have lived with my mother for most of my life. So physically she has always “been there” but not emotionally which is what I mean in this note
Dear Santa,
this year I want my aunt to be able to enjoy christmas with us. Don’t make her have to work a 12 hour shift immediately after our christmas breakfast together either.
On a lighter note, some pretty sweaters are always welcome :}
Ariel: Something that I would give up everything for
My family, or love. Common theme of my life
Cinderella and Pocahontas I just answered :}
Eve: The thing i’m committed to most
Hmm, probably my family. I’m not really committed to any goal as far as my life, other than to become a mom some day.
Cinderella: Words I live by
What you do today you’ll have to sleep with tonight. I absolutely believe that I need to be a person I can live with when I’m all alone with my thoughts
Pocahontas: Something I’ll always fight for
Love. I’m a hopeless romantic
33. What I love most about myself.
hmm, I’m not always the biggest fan of myself to be honest. My resilience I think is my best quality.
45. What I can hear right now.
haha I think it’s cute you and highway chose the same question :D We’re watching the Artist so I hear that and my mom’s knitting needles hitting each other as she makes a baby blanket
47. Something I’ve wished for repeatedly.
I’ll get a little too personal here and admit that I’ve wished for better health, even a little better immune system would make such a difference. Or also that my car accident didn’t happen. I wish I could turn my head and look behind me
2. What I’m really bad at.
haha this could be a long list. I’ll choose to say I’m really bad at controlling my emotions and facial expressions. People can pretty much tell all the time exactly what I think, even if I don’t say a word, because my face gives it away. Also I’m terrible with names, I can be introduced to someone 5 times and I’ll still not know their name. Faces everywhere without names
13. What I did yesterday
just wrote this one all out for my seester, but I’ll sum up with saying I chose to clean my boo’s apartment since it’s been driving me insane how messy it is lol
24. I’ll love you if…
you are a kind and generous person
10. My favorite animal
this should be hard but it’s not, out of all the animals that I love, kitties would hands down be my fav.
13. What I did yesterday.
Yesterday I got off work early cuz the little one I do therapy with in the afternoons was going on vacation so I picked up the edible arrangement I got for my mama and brought that home as a gift for her retirement. Then I went over to John’s apartment and completely scrubbed down and cleaned the entire place while he was at work. Did 2 huge loads of laundry, dragging his heavy hamper full of clothes up and down the 3 flights of rickety wooden stairs to the basement each time hoping I wouldn’t fall and die lol. Then also hung up all the artwork and posters that have been collecting dust on his desk for a year, and made enchiladas and rice for dinner. When he finally got home we watched Billy Elliot and then killed some zombs in left 4 dead. Also may have cut across a house fire and crawled under the police tape cuz it was 95 degrees and I didn’t feel like walking an extra 3 blocks to get around the fire to get to walgreens. A news crew filmed me doing it, they had one of their lights follow me as I crawled under with my bag of stuff lol
45. What I can hear right now.
I can hear the music from the movie the Artist which we’re watching, the quiet typing of my sister from her chair, and the clink of my mom’s knitting needles as she makes a baby blanket. Oh and my little runt kitty, Tyrion, crying for attention from the stairs because he wants treats
❅ - favorite season
I love all the seasons, but fall is easily my favorite! Cannot wait for all the leaves to change and it to be cold again haha
♤ - pet peeves
hmm, I would have to say my most serious pet peeves are weak talking, fidgeting and bad parenting lol
♪ - song you’re listening to
the music from Pretty Woman since me and my mama are watching it right now :}
☠ - worst way to die in your opinion
drowning. I have had so many terrifying dreams about being stuck in places that are filling with water, or getting tangled in nets and pulled under. It’s one of the reasons I became such a good swimmer, wanted to give myself a fighting chance
haha awe, well thank you very much. I have to confess, 90% of my posts are queued, so I actually spend a lot of my late night time when I can’t sleep scouring tags for pretty things and then queue them so it just looks like I find stuff fast :D
